It's thursday.

Time past really really faz. Man its thursday. Weekends coming soon. Tomorrow, there's MIP test! gosh i am not prepared! Hell Ya!! I'm gonna be dead! Its 10 pm yet i still don't have the mood to study. Really really don't have the mood now. Anyway, I will try my best for the test tomorrow. Who knows luck might be on my side? And yeah, tomorrow will be a better day. I hope! =/

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2 years. Ya it's ard 2 years already! I thought i had u off my mind. I thought i really had stop missing you. But tonight, u suddenly pop up in my mind. All these while all my feelings all my love and my memories for u sealed deep in my heart .. are running wild in my mind. I was wrong. Never have i thought, u are still keeping a spot in my heart. You know how suffering it is to miss someone? How hard it is to love someone? How miserable my life was without you? You will never know and u shall never know. =) I actually felt like crying but I juz can't cry it out. There some part of my heart aches. Its PAIN! REALLY PAIN! Maybe it has always being wrong for me to fall in love with you. But if there's another chance for me to choose, sorry I will still choose to love you. Why? I don't know the reasons or maybe there's no reasons. =)

You will never come back to me. The misery u gave me , let's juz end it in memories and let it be history. ( not my ex but someone i love so much =) )

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It was a few days back when i saw this really cute gal. I never see her before but her pics are enough to melt me. She has a really really sweet smile! =) She is not only looks sweet but she is also cute! Her innocence look is juz so wao! Gosh! I hope i know her! Never will know if this will come true. (Err, I am juz admiring her so ppl don't think too much! Maybe it will turn out like what you are thinking but ...I don't wanna hurt anymore heart. Yeah i hurt one and i shall hurt no more. )

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There is too much thing i kept in my heart and my mind. Its reaching the limits. I have no one to talk to or i am not willing to speak it out? Perhaps other than those two, I will not tell anyone. =) Therefore, i shall write everything in my blog! The pressure and the burden - really can't carry it anymore. I shall think bout my health i guess. Yeah i have high blood pressure which i shall care bout. =/ So i will write in here as not much ppl will be reading this- I hope. Damn i am definitely is EMO! =.=